Things I wish I had told you

There are things I wish I had told you
Back when we were still so new
I thought about it all the time
But I was never certain if you were really mine
These things, these dark clouds, still haunt me to this day
I wish I‘d told you because then maybe you would have stayed
I spent many nights crying myself to sleep
Wondering if you still thought of me
I am done with the tears; I am done with the sad thoughts
The past is behind me, and I am no longer lost

I am starting to find my way and figure out who I am
It’s not an easy journey and I know I’ll slip up again
But I will continue to push through the pain
Because I know that without you, I have everything to gain

There are things I wish I had told you
Back when we were still so new
Now I know that would have been a mistake
Because telling you was a risk I was not willing to take
You do not deserve to know my inner secrets
And I am no longer filled with regrets
Despite what you told me, I will make my dreams come true
Because I am finally figuring out that I am much better without you

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